12/30/10

A Year that’s Passed

I slept on four different beds this year. Two of them were comfortable, with lamps that bathed the rooms I stayed in with warm, comforting light. It was a treat to read in those beds, by those lights. I didn’t count the number of books I read or the songs and podcasts I listened to or the number of times I watched the TV adaptation of Agatha Christie’s The Mysterious Affair at Styles. The other two beds - well, one was a board and the other is a blast from the past. The less said about them the better.

I didn’t want to leave those comfortable beds, those rooms and the houses to which they belonged. I didn’t want to leave the gardens around and on top, the trees and plants I’d watered and touched and fed compost. But this has been a recurring theme in my life, one I can’t quite kick out, the foul shadow that always falls on the happier parts, destroying the good.

Well, maybe that’s too melodramatic a reading of a not-so-happy situation. But the past twelve months were a good lesson in rediscovering my roots, realising that the soil of home is redder than what memory till now had painted it, that the bad things still remain and will probably never truly go, and that the Kerala State Road Transport Corporation buses have slowed down in some places while gathering speed in others. Super Fast buses now crawl on the NH between Thrissur and Ernakulam and speed their way through the hill country of Kottayam and Pathanamthitta, swatting two-wheelers like an elephant would swish away flies.

The December wind no longer blows the way it should in Thrissur. My parents look anxiously at mango blossoms and fret about the changing weather and how it will affect the crop in the coming year. My mother still mourns the absence of any fruit on the jackfruit trees. The chrysanthemums which I planted in March finally gave up the ghost and so did the red spinach. The dahlias have found new life. The shy orchids have perked up and found new determination in living.

A beloved chompu tree was struck by lightning in May after bursting with fruit for two months, making it a sight to behold this past summer - green and pink, a psychedelic vision on hot sunny afternoons. As if to compensate, another tree of the same species but a different type, is bursting out now. Bees sit heavily on its fine, hairy petalled flower and the petals fall in a shower on the ground.

I spent two months as a paying guest in Cochin, in an old house at Vytilla where the back garden was filled with snakes, rotting mangoes and flood waters during the monsoon. A bat found its way into the kitchen and we shrieked, me and the caretaker, as its inky wings beat against the single CFL that lit the kitchen.

There were some hard lessons learned - ones that a thirty year old should, you’d think, have learned by now. Don’t trust too many people, everyone eventually disappoints you, and keeping your expectations low is good for your blood pressure and frame of mind.

I keep thinking of one memory that would stay, ten years from now, and I think it would be a battle between these:

The sight of iridescent blue dragonflies in a mating dance-and-swoon during the pouring rain at a traffic jam near the South Bridge in Ernakulam. A vision of nature following its own course in the midst of man-made horrors.

&

A really quiet morning on my street in Thrissur this past November. A quiet that lasted exactly two minutes when the eruption of maniacal, gobbling laughter that set all the neighbourhood dogs barking in confusion. We traced the sounds and peered over a wall to see the two turkeys my aunt had bought, strutting their stuff, lord and lady of all they surveyed.

12/3/10

World Cups that are yet to take place, outrage that already has

Last night, Russia and Qatar were named the host nations for the 2018 and 2022 World Cup tournaments.

For the 2018 World Cup, England was a contender as a possible host. For 2022, the USA was in the mix.

To say that the media of both these countries have not taken their defeat well would be an understatement. The moment the cameras in Zurich trained on Prince William’s glum face, the BBC was already muttering about racism in Russia. On the Guardian’s football pages, the overwhelmingly middle-aged white football journalists snarkily suggested that black footballers better keep away from Moscow and St. Petersburg. Those are the journalists who go to places such as France, Italy and Spain on holidays where incidents like this, this and this happen. And who give those countries a pass when it comes to moral outrage because, my, they are so picturesque. And you can binge drink in them and show off your designer thongs (if you’re white-skinned, mind). And rotting corpses on beaches? Pshaw! Check out those blue waves and the sparkling sea. But the corpses - those are just gypsy girls. They are (in hushed tones) not exactly Italian, right? Mozzarella and tomato and spaghetti Italian. Not Monica Belluci Italian.

Oh and Mario Balotelli who gets abused for being a black man on the Italian national team? His repeated complaints about the invective and monkey chants thrown at him every time he plays for Italy or in Italy are dismissed by English journalists as the complaints of a petulant player.

And then of course, there was the powder keg of Qatar 2022. Out came the closet racists on the Guardian’s comment pages. “Gay rights”, “Women’s rights”, “Workers rights”, “Amnesty International Reports”. These are the football fans who vociferously support gay rights by abusing footballers and coaches with the most disgusting homophobic vitriol every other Saturday. These are the supporters who drove Justin Fashnau, the only English footballer to date to come out of the closet, to take his own life in a cold garage in 1998.

As for Amnesty’s view of the UK? Doesn’t exactly make for pretty reading.

Oh and Qatar hates Israel and Jews so much that they won’t allow that country to play in the 2022 World Cup if it qualifies. A comment that gained traction on the Guardian’s blogs except for this to undermine that supposed truth.

Nate Silver, the statistician who writes the FiveThirtyEight blog on the New York Times is “puzzled” by why Qatar would have got the 2022 World Cup. Here’s a hint Nate: the money, the accessibility and the fact that the Middle East is one of the most football crazy places on earth. Africa, Asia and Europe are just a couple of hours away. One of the biggest economies in Asia with a burgeoning middle class is three hours’ flight from Doha. Think that didn’t rate with the beancounters at FIFA?

No country on the planet is perfect. This is just a sporting tournament, not an award for ethics. There will be skulduggery and corruption. There will be abuse of human rights. But before the declining powers of the West go around looking under Russian and Qatari rocks for dirty secrets, clean out your own backyard first, stop invading countries illegally and don’t smear an entire religion or race with the same paintbrush. Think you can do that? No?

Let he who is without sin cast the first stone.

10/8/10

Story published in Pyrta...

... a lovely new lit journal from the North East (of India). Check out the fall issue in which it appears, here.

9/4/10

Lenin on Lotteries

I haven't read much on Marxism, Leninism, Trotskyism et al - my ideas of socialism have been the very bare bones of that particular ideology. So in light of the recent lottery brouhaha in Kerala and while doing research for a story, and a discussion with my father, I searched on the glorious internets for Lenin's views on lotteries and came across this:

The people who extol small-scale farming sometimes want to help the peasant, but actually they only do him harm. With their honeyed words they deceive the peasant in the same way as people are deceived by a lottery. I shall tell you what a lottery is. Let us suppose I have a cow, worth 50 rubles. I want to sell the cow by means of a lottery, so I offer everyone tickets at a ruble each. Everyone has a chance of getting the cow for one ruble! People are tempted and the rubles pour in. When I have collected a hundred rubles I proceed to draw the lottery: the one whose ticket is drawn gets the cow for a ruble, the others get nothing. Was the cow “cheap” for the people? No, it was very dear, because the total money they paid was double the value of the cow, because two persons (the one who ran the lottery and the one who won the cow) gained without doing any work, and gained at the expense of the ninety-nine who lost their money. Thus, those who say that lotteries are advantageous to the people are simply practising deceit on the people.

9/1/10

When Hate is Just Hate

I think I should have been impressed - this was purity, this was the essence. Random men who you'd never met, never spoken to, passing by the train compartment where you sit with other women and shouting things through the windows, the doors:

"Don't you have any work at home? Traveling in trains at night!"

"They don't have any work. They have a lot of time... to travel." Laughter.

"Who's bitching in there? Women just get together and bitch, bitch, bitch. Bitches."

To this last statement, someone calls out from the depths of the compartment, "At least, brother, we don't stink like you."

But drunk, the man staggers on, unable to articulate a reply. He's just spat out verbal venom and passed along, shouting at any figure in a sari or a salwar kameez.

Here, casual misogyny permeates everything. All that talk of not having work, of traveling late at night in trains, are meant to smear, to suggest vice. They are sharp, small, serrated thought-knives that skewer vulnerable minds and being parasitical, lie there.

*****

To pleasanter things:

George Clooney + Italy + good cinematography? What more does a woman want?

And one didn't need another reason to intensify one's crush on Rob Smyth (the best cricket writer out there right now), but his piece on his up-and-down-love-affair with the Pakistan Cricket Team will do just that.

8/24/10

Out There, Among the Transgressors

Neelakkuyil (The Blue Cuckoo) - 1954

Try to imagine, if you will, Malayalam cinema produced and viewed in the years preceding 1954 and the release of Neelakkuyil.

Cinema audiences in Kerala were treated to stilted film adaptations of epics, the dubbed or remade versions of Tamil and Hindi film hits and the occasional home-grown melodrama. This was a land that had not yet fully earned its statehood in a nation that was still young.

And then came Neelakkuyil. My maternal grandparents were among those who flooded the theatres that year to see a movie that pulled Malayalam cinema out of its high eyrie and down, firmly weighted, to the corrupt earth. They went from their little village in Malappuram, walking by the Bharathapuzha to take the chugging train to Calicut where they sat with more than a hundred others in the Coronation to watch a film that obliterated the memories of every other movie that came before it. The two young men who directed it, P. Bhaskaran and Ramu Kariat, hauled Malayalam cinema into a new age.

The story of Neelakkuyil is simple: a tale of forbidden love and the disastrous consequences of its consummation. Neeli (Miss Kumari), a young field hand from a lower caste, takes shelter in the house of Sreedharan Nair (Satyan), the village schoolmaster, during a summer storm in the beginning of the film. Storms and rain bookend the film and act as metaphors throughout - during the coupling between Sreedharan Nair and Neeli and in the denouement when one man’s appeal for humanity transforms another.

Neeli and Sreedharan Nair carry on their relationship in secret until she discovers she is pregnant and appeals to the schoolmaster to marry her. He refuses - he cannot countenance marrying a woman of a lower caste. Neeli, heartbroken, is thrown out of her home for transgressing caste lines and for her illicit pregnancy. The schoolmaster marries the daughter of the impoverished local Nair family. In one of the ironies that thread their way through the narrative of the film, Sreedharan Nair’s wife is the illegitimate daughter of the temple priest and a Nair woman. The schoolmaster is troubled by his conscience especially when he crosses the fields and encounters Neeli, now homeless, living out in the open where once he and she cavorted. She eventually dies giving birth near a railway track and the child is adopted by the village postman, Sankaran Nair (P. Bhaskaran), and the film’s conscience. Sankaran Nair is upbraided for his transgression in taking the child, born of a lower caste. He, in turn, condemns the inhumanity of the villagers and the cowardice of the man who impregnated Neeli and abandoned her.

The child grows up, becoming a truant who’s taunted by fellow classmates for his illegitimate birth. His desire for maternal love torments him, and his increasing indiscipline and behavioural problems frustrates his foster father, who nevertheless gives the boy unconditional love. Meanwhile, Sridharan Nair, in a childless marriage, is tormented by guilt and his refusal to declare himself as the boy’s true father. He tries to be a father figure to the child but the boy spurns him. It takes another storm - natural, emotional, societal - for the story to conclude.

It’s hard not to be impressed by Neelakkuyil. And I am not talking of the condescending appreciation one might bestow on a work that was produced in another, less technological and less sophisticated era. Its courage in tackling the themes of inter-caste relationships, the psychological effects of the lack of maternal love on a young child, the degradation of the once-powerful upper caste family through alcohol and venality, is portrayed with courage and sympathy. It does not preach to the viewer or beat them about the head with a hammer, demanding that they be better human beings. So much of recent Indian films that touch on social issues (all those issue-specific Madhur Bhandarkar films come to mind here) annoy with their heavy moralistic high-mindedness. Neelakkuyil’s moral consciousness is knitted into its filmic DNA. Much of the credit for the power of the film goes to five men: Kariat and Bhaskaran who directed it, Uroob, the Malayalam novelist who wrote the story, A. Vincent who did the cinematography and K. Raghavan who composed the music. There is still a retrospective thrill to be had in watching the coming together of these nascent talents, all of whom, except Uroob, were still to establish themselves. Vincent would go on to direct such classics as Gandharva Kshetram and Bhargavi Nilayam, Kariat would make another landmark Malayalam movie, Chemmeen, and Bhaskaran would have a long and acclaimed career as an actor, director and lyricist.

Neelakkuyil was made just as the Italian Neorealism film movement was dying out, having inspired filmmakers around the globe to train their cameras on their own societies. From the very first frames - that of rain-laden clouds gathering, the farmers tilling the fields and seeds being planted, it announces its earthiness and concerns with the immediate, the tangible and the perishable. Watching it, one remembers too that it was made just a few years after a Dalit took the leading role in framing the Indian constitution. When the temple priest tells Sankaran Nair that Neeli had the nerve to not get out his way as he waddled around the village, Nair chides him: “You can no longer talk in that manner. Things have changed.”

Talk is one thing, action quite another. In Neelakkuyil it’s not the enlightened schoolmaster who is the hero but the postman, played with unswerving conviction by Bhaskaran. He maybe short-sighted in the physical sense, peering out from behind thick spectacles, but he’s the truest exponent of the ideals espoused by those who fought for an independent nation.

Neelakkuyil’s only faults would probably be its episodic narrative, the slackening and quickening of pace, the jumps in time. But these faults (minor, minor ones) don’t really take away from the magnitude of its achievements.

And then, of course, there are those songs that almost every Malayali hums, some not knowing where they came from or how, but that they just were, playing in crowded halls, on radio stations during late night drives and sung by contestants on TV talent shows. Of all the songs, it is Kayalarikathu..., composed in the Mappila song style, that the state collectively fell for, and used, one imagines, as the soundtrack to all serendipitous loves.

8/19/10

Mulberries

I am watching the mulberries purple on a shrub we'd planted in April and given up for dead when it seemed to have withered in the hot yellow heat of that month. We forgot it, the cutting we'd planted, taken from my uncle's sandy garden near Chavakkad. It escaped our minds in the electric thunderstorms of May because we were mourning the loss of the rose-apple tree that had burst with fruit in the first few months of this year. What made the tree such a good conductor of electricity that it had to catch a fork of lightning, slowly brown and die?

And in our depths of sorrow over the loss of that tree - a pretty, dainty, pink and green thing - the weak cutting we'd ignored was somehow growing stronger. The electricity of the pre-monsoon showers had kindled something in it. It was greening, nodules appeared on the now plump stems. It had come alive. The man who'd come to clean out the weeds showed it to my mother: It's alive, it's growing.

Now, the first fruit are ripening, just a few, not the hundreds that the rose-apple had sprouted before performing its operatic death. As the first fruit purples, my mother and I think we can make preserves out of them some day. And she tells me how, in Muscat, in that house by the Corniche, birds would come and sit on our windowsills, their beaks stained from eating mulberries from a courtyard garden nearby. Stains they'd paint onto our walls and windows as they rubbed their beaks and dripped berry juices. A whole year passed before the purple streaks on our walls and our windows faded. Faded to a dirty brown that reminded us that somewhere, sometime, one of our neighbours had a mulberry bush.

7/16/10

A Special Lunch

The newspapers were full of grim news about unseasonal rain that could ruin Kerala’s mango crop and a string of murders of lonely, senile women by their caretakers.

Devi hadn’t read a newspaper since leaving her house after her husband’s death. Her son and his wife had decided that they needed all the rooms and couldn’t spare space for the grieving widow. For two years she roamed, Bedouin-like, from one relative’s kitchen to another. One day, breaking routine, she walked into the living room in a cousin’s house and met Mohammad. He liked her calm manner and asked her to take care of Amina Kutty, his mother, who lived all alone. He promised a good wage, good food and a proper bed.

Taking care of the old woman had meant five long years of staying awake half the night, helping her squat on the toilet, cleaning her stinking spittoon and washing her urine stained clothes. Devi, in this house, had become filthy.

She had also forgotten things. Songs praising the Goddess Mookambika that she’d sung as a child, the names of months and stars. Time was now divided according to the five calls for prayer — Fajr, Zohar, Asar, Maghrib and Isha’a. When the muezzin’s voice came to her from across fields of rice and coconut palms, she went into the small bedroom where Amina Kutty, milky-eyed and wrinkled, lay on the bed. Devi woke her saying, “Umma, it’s time for your prayers.”

Amina Kutty struggled to get up and go to the bathroom to do her ablutions. She accepted Devi’s arm while going in. But when coming out, having cleansed her face, her ears, her hands, and her feet, she refused to let Devi touch her. “I am pure now,” she said, “if you touch me, I’ll become unclean.”

Amina Kutty limped back to her bed, climbed on it, adjusted her veil and started muttering her prayers.

Devi left the room and went into the kitchen garden. Her grey hair glinted beneath the strong March sun as she walked to the mango trees by the outhouse. She knew her quarry was hiding there, the only cool place near the house.

She heard a rustle at the foot of the giant mango tree. She crept up to a shaking pile of leaves. There it was, white as Amina Kutty’s veil and just as soft. She pounced and caught it. There was a hard struggle and Devi remembered when she’d let go of the old woman in the bath. Devi had let her thrash and scream for a few seconds before catching her and saying, “Calm down Umma, you’re not drowning.” Amina Kutty had clawed her arm and whispered, “You infidel bitch.”

Devi felt the quickening heartbeat, the flutter of fear in the warm bundle of flesh and stroked the nervous creature just as she had stroked Amina Kutty’s fragile, brittle neck that day. Their fear melted; they became quiet and submissive.

Impure. Infidel. Filth. She twisted and snapped the long neck.


At lunch that day, Amina Kutty sniffed the delicious smell wafting towards her and asked, “What’s this?”

“A treat.”

“Fried duck?”

“Yes. Mohammad bought it last week.”

“But—”

“Yes, umma?”

Devi knew what the old woman was thinking: the duck was not halal. Prayers had not been said when it was slaughtered.

And yet it smelled so good.

Amina Kutty picked a piece of fried duck and put it into her mouth. As she chewed it, her face relaxed and a smile flickered on it.

Outside, the muezzin was calling for afternoon prayers. The two women ate on.

6/15/10

Deliberate Juxtapositions

There's something quaint about the way the western media was panting about the North Korean coach's press conference at the World Cup yesterday - it was almost like watching the boys chase after the mysterious new girl in class, prompting all sorts of adolescent voyeurism, lust and fantasizing. Marina Hyde on the conference and the "hacksis of evil" here.

True Blood is my favorite TV show after watching it on HBO a few months back. The new season just debuted and it sounds as though it could be wilder and bloodier than before.

And as for the most deliberate commercial juxtaposition I have seen in the real world: an arms and ammunition store is situated right next to an SBI branch and ATM here in Cochin. Makes sense, that.

6/12/10

That's what you call a bloody good monsoon

My first thought fart from Cochin should probably be about fishing, the sea, the sea and segues into observations about wide eyed tourists. Instead, I will just go for the other cliche, the blooming monsoon.

Through the summer months in Kerala, I sweated out litres of fluids and wondered if I'd imagined all the memorable monsoons I'd spent here. One in particular stands out - 1994 or '95 when I read One Hundred Years of Solitude and it was raining non-stop in the book and it rained non-stop for two weeks outside, in the real world. The pond near our house flooded its banks, our little residential cul-de-sac had fish swimming on the asphalt and between the mango trees in the garden. I remember looking out of the kitchen window and yelling at my mother to NOT GO OUT - we couldn't see where the well was. It was a flood of water everywhere.

So after gasping through three months of unprecedented levels of humidity and heat - cows dropped dead, farmers just downed tools and decided to sleep through it all and beer ran out in the state - we are back in familiar territory.

The bus drivers this morning glowered more than usual and the place I am staying at right now has a garden filled with mushy, rotting mangoes, dead things in various stages of putrefaction, mosquitoes (my god, these Cochin mosquitoes) and frogspawn. And frogspawn means snakes can't be far behind.

Yesterday, at home in Thrissur, I took a walk in the garden and found that mushrooms had sprouted overnight - gloriously skinny, bowler hatted mushrooms in various shades of grey, absorbing and pouring out the colours of the gravel and cement they were growing in.

Yes, we are back to something we know and despite all the grumbling, deeply love.

3/28/10

Sleepless in Seattle in the 21st Century

When watching Meg Ryan walk out on the viewing deck of the Empire State Building in the last scene in Sleepless in Seattle just as Tom Hanks and his son exit in the elevator going down, a first-time viewer of the film would probably be perched on the edge of their seats wondering: will they find each other or is it never, ever meant to be? This viewer of the present day, post-9/11, age of terrorism would no doubt gasp at what she does while wandering around the empty deck: she picks up the abandoned backpack and then (horrors!) proceeds to unzip it.

Of course we all know that the backpack belongs to the little boy and that teddy bear inside is not a ticking time-bomb or powdered with a biological weapon, but would Ryan's character have picked it up had the film been made in this day and age?

But then again, the last Meg Ryan-Tom Hanks-Nora Ephron directed rom-com, set in a story book New York where everyone's moderately wealthy and no one worries about losing their jobs to the vagaries of the stock market was 1998's You've Got Mail. That, if nothing else, should remind one of how much the world has changed.

3/11/10

Post-Reading Impact

Some books move you immediately as you read them. These, I tend to forget soon. They rarely stay in the memory.

Then there are the slow burner books. They take a long time to seep into your mind, and when there, refuse to leave.

Bainbridge's According to Queeney is one such book - slow to build, confusing at first, and the lucid. I also finished it within two days. I didn't think about it immediately, but an hour after, it crept up from the inner recesses of my mind and hooked in. And all I could think of was sad Samuel Johnson and the flighty, giddy, jealous and convoluted Mrs. Thrale.

2/19/10

Law Enforcement as Imagined by Alexis Carrington

So - the Bangalore Police's Cheetah Road Squad. Dedicated to fighting crime, protecting the innocent, ensuring peace and harmony etc etc. All noble, all needed and probably (who knows eh?) being executed. Hm. Is that a wrong choice of verb? Done is probably more apt. Or given the designs on their motorcycles, pounced on. Seriously - what is with that leopard print-Dynasty-Joan Collins-Alexis Carrington sashaying round Denver look? I only recently noticed this assault on the senses, though a Google search for Bangalore Police Cheetah Road Squad threw up newspaper and blog entries from waaaay back in 2004.

It is when you come across phenomena like this that you wonder: Which came first - the chicken or the egg? Did they choose the name after Joan Collins had Collins-ized the motorcycles or did they say, "Yea, Cheetah, yea powerful name. A prowler, cool like Alexis, take that Blake! Let's totally spottify the machines."

What, after they spread spots across all these motorcycles, did the police think? Definitely not: those look better as loin cloths, don't they - where are the jungle vines?

2/11/10

Housing gone wrong

Timothy Egan’s excellent post about the McMansion suburbs (“slumburbia”) that were abandoned during this great recession brought back memories of this:

A year after moving to Bangalore my mother and I decided to look around and see what kind of real estate was up for sale in the city. We fixed on a budget and checked out the listings at various agents’ offices. At the time of course (around two years ago) getting a decent flat within that budget and near enough the city was next to impossible. We were taken by one agent into what felt like the western town set in a Hollywood studio lot – scrubland, empty buildings and dust, so much dust. Trying to think back to that day, I don’t think it was fear of any kind that dominated our emotions, but a kind of sadness. The sight of all those buildings still waiting for life to move in and animate them and the possibility of them remaining unoccupied, made one wonder what exactly has gone wrong with the 21st century vision of housing and urban development.

1/21/10

Awe and laughter

While yesterday's Dementieva vs Henin second round showdown at the Australian Open was one of the best tennis matches I've seen in the longest time, this fan fiction tribute to The Big Lebowski ("The Dude Abides") by Adam Bertocci is the funniest thing I've read. Enjoy.

1/20/10

Short story published on Eclectica.org

Eclectica has published one of my short stories. Read it here.

Read the complete Jan/Feb 2010 issue of Eclectica here.

1/16/10

Unclued, food and smog

...might be going down the drain. Sankalak was setting the Hindu Crossword for most of this past week and I'd made pretty good progress. But now it's Nita Jaggi and though I've not done today's yet, I am sure I'll be getting just a clue right.

Interesting post about smog, bad weather and football over at More Than Mind Games.

I remember reading this post by Tara Parker-Pope on the NYT's Well blog (published last year and one of the most viewed stories on the site) and counting the foods I regularly eat that appear on the list: five. Not that bad.

1/9/10

On Ruth and Manohla

I watched Ruth Padel begin her reading last night describing the cold weather in London. She was standing next to a rack filled with Chelsea and Manchester United replica jerseys. I wonder if she found it strange - here she was, in Bangalore, reading poetry about her great-great-grandfather Charles Darwin, surrounded by the paraphernalia of one of the biggest commercial juggernauts of this century.

Her poetry, especially the Darwin poems, and the extracts she read from her first, yet to be completed novel, were simply transporting.

Jezebel has interviewed my favorite film critic, the NYT's Manohla Dargis about women filmmakers in Hollywood. A must read.

1/7/10

Out-puzzled

Now that there's a lot of time on my hands, I was rather afraid my brain might turn into cornmeal, so I started doing The Hindu crossword - even before I brushed my teeth and ate anything. The first couple of days I was making good progress and then, today, the setter changed. So now I am back to square one. After five minutes of intense brain bending, I'd managed to solve only one clue. Sigh.

Something more cheerful here.

1/3/10

Sunday morning - smells, words and sounds

The smells - well, best not to think about them on an empty stomach. As for words and sounds - I just finished the last few sections of Audrey Niffenegger's Her Fearful Symmetry. While listening to bad 90s rock on VH1. As for the book, it creeped me out. Hopefully will be able to write a post about it once I've finished reflecting on it (and who knows how long that will take). But there are connections to Le Fanu and Wilkie Collins that I want to think about and digest.

The African Cup on Nations starts next weekend in Angola and I wish a channel here in India was showing it - but it doesn't look likely. But there are some great perspectives on the tournament and a great year ahead for Africa, football wise, on the Guardian's site. Kanu looks back at his childhood here and Paul Doyle has tipped Ivory Coast to win the ACON.

1/2/10

The morning reading round

The FA Cup third round fixtures take place today and Richard Williams has written about the Leeds-Manchester United match.

I read this a few days back and like all of Mantel's writing, it refuses to leave my head days after I've finished reading. A wonderful look at Cinderella's not so great happily ever after.

A tribute to cartoonist David Levine by Steve Bell here.

1/1/10

First chuckle of 2010

One of the best things that happened in 2009 (besides Barcelona's incredible run) was that beach ball. Barney Ronay writes about the unusual objects that grabbed sporting headlines last year.

TFA Reading - Ruth Padel - January 8

Toto Funds the Arts

in association with

The British Council
& the Association of British Scholars

is delighted to invite you
to Ruth Padel’s reading of her poetry and fiction.

Ruth will also be in conversation with poet-novelist Anjum Hasan.

Venue: Crossword Bookstore, ACR Towers, Ground Floor, 32 Residency Road, Bangalore - 1

Date and time: Friday, 8 January 2010 at 7.00 pm

Coffee/tea and refreshments will be served from 6.30 pm onwards

Ruth Padel, Fellow of the Royal Society of Literature and Zoological Society of London, is a prize-winning British poet. Her seventh poetry collection, Darwin - A Life in Poems, is an intimate verse biography of her great-great-grandfather Charles Darwin, bringing out connections between his personal life and his work. She has written an acclaimed book on tiger conservation, Tigers in Red Weather, for which she explored forests in South East Asia, Sumatra, Russia, China, Bhutan and Nepal as well as India. She is visiting India on a British Council Darwin Now grant, to complete research for her first novel, which will focus on king cobra conservation. She will read from Darwin - A Life in Poems, Tigers in Red Weather, and her forthcoming novel, Where the Serpent Lives. To find out more about Ruth and her work, visit www.ruthpadel.com

Anjum Hasan is the author of the novels Neti, Neti (2009) and Lunatic in my Head (2007), and the book of poems Street on the Hill (2006). Her poems, short fiction, essays and reviews have appeared anthologies, magazines and journals in India and abroad. She is Books Editor, The Caravan.